It looks like you need help in your playing of Paragon Monolith. And I think it is only right that you post your problem in this forum so you can get the opinion of other players. However, it is sad that it seems no one had the effort to give you their opinion or perhaps no one here is playing that game. My take on games like that is to read well the mechanics especially the part of the rules on how to protect yourself so you will not die easily.
Posted by Corzhens on 04-21-2018